PUSHED TO THE WALL,must FIGHT BACK....

PUSHED TO THE WALL,must FIGHT BACK....
LIFE IS AWESOME,DiFFeReNt AND DiFFiCuLt...BUT HERE I SMILES THROUGH OUT

Monday, November 25, 2013

HELLO.....
helllooooo.....
baat karo saale......(talk you idiot...)

I was not even taking breath to avoid the person other side listen my voice...I wanted him to cut the call and forget about me..But again I knew it isn't gonna happen soon.Here, this was his 16 call in this evening alone,I am not counting those in the early morning...

Abey,oh @#$$$^%.....saale..g@#$u.....battameez....(all were explicits in HINDI language,just for your information)......"  I have been hearing these as if I am playing same song on repeat mode...everycall had this and this only except that the words are arranged in different ways.But seriously call after call he was getting better and better,and  ryhthemic too..

Afterall why I am keeping silence and listening to his nasty words?I have been to north India for a long time now,infact I might be better in using explicits than him, given the fact that any non hindi guy landing at hindi speaking area learn those words first.And I excelled in studying it...but here I am feeling helpless,because he is who the referee in game...who can decide anything and I should be a disciplined player who accepts what it comes along...in this case I am not supposed to speak,how so ever motivated and provocated...

Because he is....im not gonna tell his name because seriously I dont know that....brother of my lady love.Oops I cant imagine if this is what her brother speaks like, then how her father would fare!!!!!fingers crossed...
The things went wrong yesterday when I went for hunting,oh sorry I mean outing.(another tour in search of a girlfriend).Though i have lost faith in falling love,i expect love would happen from some kind of attraction..So naturally i was attracted to an attractive girl...(whats my fault,someone explain pls.)
She fitted perfectly into my lists of requirements in a girlfriend.So i was like the Vodafone Puppy(im not gonna call it a DOG,I am being compared ,I have to ensure I get not awkward faces but sympathy and love from you readers!),kept on following her...bangle shops,dress shops,ice cream huts,crowdy roads,pizza hut(here i waited outside ofcourse) etc etc...and finally I did managed to have her attention...she was with her friends,so was me.I was with ME ,ME and ME..yes i am my best friend when i am out in search for my lady to be.Reasons being I know me better than others and the hidden fact being,I HATE A COMPETITION.Miss or hit ,I am who takes it home..noone to make fun off or spread the word around..a sensible thought,isnt.
So it was a tough job to know her mind and near immpossible to let her know I fell for her.but my constant,relentness efforts paid off..now here and there she gives a spy look at me,though there wasnt any sigh of smile on face ,the fact that she didnt shared her doubts with others made me comfortable..

After hours of girly stupid window shopping,she said bye to others.My time of make or break was it...i too took off behind her in my modest bike...Ahh...expecting something fishy the pretty girl stopped vehicle under a tree in a sparsely crowded place..now its time I too knew...I stopped near her.
"Excuse me"
Yes"she replied..i think so.
HI,I am little confused how to start.Frankly speaking I wanted to say that you are very beautiful.But i fear how would you take my words..You were busy with your friends so that i couldnt get a chance to talk with you...i wan......"
STOP...hello whats you speaking about ?See i dont have time to share with you and again i dont like strangers comment on me or my friends..we do whatever we want ,i hope noone should have an issue with that and neither i have asked anyone to wait for me...

My dreams of her being my girlfriend virtually got over by then...but i sensed there was a challenge ahead.If i prove worthy ,I knew I still can manage things around.Now cheap flattering tips found in online forums are of no use here...Shes educated enough to understand that..BUT THEN HOW?

You want to say something or may i go home now undisturbed and for Gods sake dont follow me.Its a request..
Again its stones pelting...

OH ofcourse..I am sorry ,Iam really sorry...My face and body complimented well to support my words...signs of tears appeared.(dusty roads helped,and thanks to government for not repairing the roads.)
I am speechless...never intended to hurt or disturb you...i wished...i could talk with you..know you more...im sorry..

See i understands you,but I am sorry i cant be friend with you now.so please do take care of yourself...Bye.

IMPRESSED SO MUCH WITH THE GIRL THAT I CANT WAIT BEING HER FRIEND...hey you pretty face,,you may go,but ill be there before you will be...i swore.When I swore i make sure every stone is turned to get it done..So what I did was like this,I took a road parallel to her and kept on an eye on her.Finally when she reached her home(it was a decent housing society and her home stood  one among best.) I went right into her home..i was ofcourse frightened but just to prove her that i can be the most daring for her i really havnt had any choice...It was her turn to be fightened now...it wont be nice if someone see something happening like this...
She started pleading me to get out of house...her pretty face couldnt be looking sweeter than that...but i too was feeling bad for my actions...
after a moments silence,i looked at her eyes and said." I LOVE YOU"dont know why i said so..because i didnt loved her though LIKED her...
i made her to give me her number and i gave a call on it instantly..it rung and i said i would expect your call soon...
evening passed and at night it happened...for two days we chatted and talked...often she would get angry over me and my doings...but i made up her mind...we became friends atlast...which with time would turn into love and affection ,i knew.

BUT.....IT HAPPENED IN BETWEEN.....her BROTHER checked out her mobile after being suspicious over her changed way of behavior and yes, thats why i am now facing the heat...

her number changed thereon ....again i could blame my fate only...but...WHAT THE HELL ON EARTH CAN MAKE THIS BROTHER OF HERs TO STOP CALLING ME.....!!!!!!